Finally after 2 busy weeks the love and I were able to just hang out at home. school started 2wks ago so we've had hw already assigned end of the week, plus work, the love getting sick with flu like symptoms and as a couple, we fought, but things are better now. today has been a really nice, yet 70F degree weather freebie day. didn't do much at all really. Just hung out at home. the love was doing his own thing while I sat on the floor playing pw3 and pigging out on snacks :P hiro once said to me, every time he sees me pigging out on snacks, all he sees is this 5'3 "lady like" woman with beady eyes and nothing coming from my mouth, but crunchy sounds hehe. dinner we bought pad thai and beer and sat outside since it wasn't too cold outside like the last few nights. Our plan tmr is gamba (if we wake up early enough) and a friend's 23rd in the evening. since the schedule change in classes hiro works a little later than me now so I always make good food for him :D!! I'm thinking of finding a new job since working retail especially at an asian retail market is stressful. well for the one i work at, it's either stressful or the management is HORRIBLE. so far work has been alright, but i get a lot of cuts on my hands and my apron gets dirty. I don't notice it unless I look at my apron. For now unless I happen to find a better paying job, then I'll quit my current job. Today is 4/20 also known as weed day for some people. hm too bad we didn't do anything involved with weed. I miss the hanami days in Japan :( nihonmachi here doesn't have a open grassy place for the hanami. sigh probably in a few years when we have enough money then.

FUCKING EXCITED!!!!! after 2wks of hard work and going through finals, it's finally time to really enjoy spring break.
the love and i bought out tickets all the way back in oct and now it's finally here!! lately too, i've been hearing weird things going on around the place, but hiro thinks i'm just working too hard. so we went out for thai and just watched the winnie the pooh movie again. during my free time too, I like either watching dramas online or playing games while pigging out on snacks and while hiro is off on his own just hanging out. the drive from sj to oakland and back is a pain not only bc it's an hour drive, but also bc oakland is a dangerous place. last time we went to a rave, a love of weird people kept talking to me. no shit i was scared, but hiro also held me really close watching left and right for any other weirdos. we'll be off in a few hours :)

You know that saying, "boyfriends are stupid"? I admit it is true. so we fought about how he should be more protective of me and how he doesn't really listen to me. but all he says is, "you're a grown woman, you can make your own decisions." so i'm guessing it's ok for him to see me get harassed by someone else then? Or hurt? I cling on to you for a reason when we're in places I don't feel safe in!! I work late while you're at home. I asked you to stop bothering me when I was on the phone with my doctor, but instead off politely waiting for me to finish, he pinches my lower arm making me scream on the phone!!! and when I ask him to clean up the apt while I'm at work, I come home to an apt with dishes still not done, dog toys lying around, laundry not folded or rice cooked. His only answer in defense was, "I'm at work during the day right after class while you hang out at home." maybe it's because after class, I'm BUSY making dinner and getting ready for work? So as of now I'm sleeping in the bedroom alone tonight. plus the fact that gas prices shot up to $4 kills me. so we don't go out as much anymore. either that or we have ppl over or we carpool or ppl chip in for gas :P
I'm starting to hate my job because of either the really rude customers or they're just plain dumb. No I'm wearing a tag and vest just for shits and giggles. NO SHIT I WORK HERE!! also because my supervisor is irritating. For now I have to deal until I find a better and less stressful job.